I know I'm not that bright. In some, by one, I'm just not aware, outwardly. But inside I know of my outward ignorance of the subtleties I am given. Attempting to understand, but do not, outwardly. Pardon me please...



    Now please,
 give me the strength not to be stupid...




Hate mental blocks. I hate what makes me not do things I want. That I could do with little risk. The blocks also keep me from jumping onto the rail in the subway, but that's a good thing. What they keep me from doing that I would like to be doing, is a little more annoying.
To boldly go...